A DREAM I DON'T KNOW AND MY CONFUSED SOUL

[ This one is a big one !!!...C'mon it should be, it's a life story.  ] 

It begins with a cry

In a white and green room

So many of me hanging upside down

In the hands of a giant wearing a gown

Down there on the track

Again in the hands

But in a different fit

Smooth and warm

A perfect fit

Some time passed by

And I opened my eyes wide

Everything huge like sky

Tiny me gaze and gaze over again

The time I begin to understand the rituals

Nothing was so huge

Growing downwards under the crust

I realized their heights were virtual

I was idiot of an ass

And never understood the math

Math of being social

Math of being loyal

Math of being good

Math of being loved by

And math of everything

I was tiny again

In an infinite sheet of squares and rectangles

I was an irregular polygon

Hitting the puberty was the godly act

I jumped up inside more and more

And there it was

I was big, no more tiny

I was intelligent, no more an idiot

Still

Math was missing some where

Virtuality still unbanished

To cover them up

There were

Dreams, fantasies, adrenalin rush

I started cherishing the unreal

Living in the mirage

Wanting the unwanted

Suddling the mighty three

Virtuality within me
irregular polygon now dreaming of squares

To join the race and prove the faith

It was me standing confused in the rampage

Holy rampage